Hate all hate

November 10, 2018

I hate Hair Furor. I hate him more than I can imagine hating anyone; I mean, my hatred of him surprises even me. I hate him as much as cancer. His pernicious and malignant stupidity and uselessness are spreading like a dread disease. It’s one thing to be stupid, cowardly, and hateful, it’s another to be proud of it, to make it your life’s work and the best you can give to the world around you. It’s not what you don’t know that causes suffering and damage, it’s what you know for sure that’s just not true.

I would say that 45 needs a swift kick in the ass but we’re not using my shoes. Once you get trump on your shoes, it won’t come off.

I really don’t like feeling this way. Hate is not in my nature, as far as I know. It’s a terrible paradox. I’ve always managed to find some redeeming qualities in everyone, even W and Dick and their cabal of war. But it’s just impossible to find anything about Cheesy that doesn’t compel me to vomit. Still every day I try hard to put this long national nightmare out of my mind and live my life, do my work, feel gratitude, and be creative. It’s incredibly difficult. I’m too connected! So I’m filled with disgust at the way people are being treated and reality twisted to a wasteland of lies, obsession, and paranoia.

And in case you’re wondering, yeah, all that counts for everyone who still supports this lumbering monster of racist, misogynistic shit. If you voted for The Clown Price, you’ve had two years to figure out what he really is and what you did, and repent. Now you sit down and shut up. The grown-ups have a mess to deal with.

Up with life. Stamp out all small and large indignities. Leave everyone alone to make it without pressure. Down with hurting. Lower the standard of living. Do without plastics. Smash the servo-mechanisms. Stop grabbing. Snuff the breeze and hug the kids. Love all love. Hate all hate.
– Jon D. McDonald


Waiting in Vain

July 16, 2018

In a statement today, Senator John McCain suggested some cause for hope for improvement of Trump’s presidency. I’ve quoted the statement below.

Americans are waiting and hoping for President Trump to embrace that sacred responsibility. One can only hope they are not waiting totally in vain.

Of course we would be waiting in vain for the traitor president to act in any way in accord with the duties of his office. Are we idiots? His mental afflictions may elude precise diagnosis, but his condition is obviously progressive and untreatable. All that remains is to learn for how many people, institutions, and principles it will prove to be fatal.

“Today’s press conference in Helsinki was one of the most disgraceful performances by an American president in memory. The damage inflicted by President Trump’s naiveté, egotism, false equivalence, and sympathy for autocrats is difficult to calculate. But it is clear that the summit in Helsinki was a tragic mistake.

“President Trump proved not only unable, but unwilling to stand up to Putin. He and Putin seemed to be speaking from the same script as the president made a conscious choice to defend a tyrant against the fair questions of a free press, and to grant Putin an uncontested platform to spew propaganda and lies to the world.

“It is tempting to describe the press conference as a pathetic rout – as an illustration of the perils of under-preparation and inexperience. But these were not the errant tweets of a novice politician. These were the deliberate choices of a president who seems determined to realize his delusions of a warm relationship with Putin’s regime without any regard for the true nature of his rule, his violent disregard for the sovereignty of his neighbors, his complicity in the slaughter of the Syrian people, his violation of international treaties, and his assault on democratic institutions throughout the world.

“Coming close on the heels of President Trump’s bombastic and erratic conduct towards our closest friends and allies in Brussels and Britain, today’s press conference marks a recent low point in the history of the American Presidency. That the president was attended in Helsinki by a team of competent and patriotic advisors makes his blunders and capitulations all the more painful and inexplicable.

“No prior president has ever abased himself more abjectly before a tyrant. Not only did President Trump fail to speak the truth about an adversary; but speaking for America to the world, our president failed to defend all that makes us who we are—a republic of free people dedicated to the cause of liberty at home and abroad. American presidents must be the champions of that cause if it is to succeed. Americans are waiting and hoping for President Trump to embrace that sacred responsibility. One can only hope they are not waiting totally in vain.”
— Senator John McCain


June 23, 2018

I have a ponderable: IT signed an executive order to end its policy of snatching children to hold as political hostages. IT claimed it wasn’t its policy first, then claimed it had to sign an order. IT claimed a lot of shit.

Where’s the order IT signed to start the policy? Hint: there isn’t one. IT just told its minions to do this evil thing and they did it. The official order was just a stunt.


while we still can

June 22, 2018

kenzior 6.22.18

Exile the NRA

March 25, 2018

I’m sick of this debate. You want to get mauled by a bear? Mess with a cub. Birds and bees protect their progeny. Protecting the children has been the primary urge of our species since the first clans gathered around fires. Child molesters aren’t safe in prison but children aren’t safe in their schools. Now in 2018 we’re debating gun rights over children’s lives? Stop arguing with the gun nuts and get rid of them; exile the NRA, its politicians, and all its remaining members. It’s a domestic terrorist organization. Any advancing civilization should know better than to allow such a threat to remain. The problem is, no other country would let them in. Unwelcome immigrants – that’s ironic.

Mourning Billy Graham

February 23, 2018

When Siri told me that Billy Graham was dead, I was sorry to hear it. It reminded me of my grandparents, and almost anything that does that brings me a wave of nostalgia. They liked Graham, I think; at least, I remember watching Crusades at their house a few times. They liked the TV preachers.

I’m glad the televangelism fad is mostly dead, to be honest. It was shallow, vapid, vulgar, and corrupt. I’m not sure any of those adjectives applies to Billy Graham, but let’s say not. Let’s stipulate that he wasn’t in it for the ambition or the money, but to save souls. Let us not judge, but pray for his soul to enter paradise. Inshallah.

Billy Graham believed that marriage is only between a man and a woman. He believed in gay conversion therapy. Which is fine as far as his faith goes; it was his right to form his own beliefs and live his life accordingly. But Graham worked for the passage of anti-gay laws. Public laws, not church laws. He believed he and his church should practice their religion. He believed that everyone should be required by law to practice his religion.

That’s wrong. Our Lord Jesus did not teach us to force others into our system of beliefs and practices. And our Constitution simply makes it illegal.

It is a truism that almost any sect, cult, or religion will legislate its creed into law if it acquires the political power to do so.

– Robert A. Heinlein

I’ve read that Graham’s mortal relic will lie in state in the Capitol. I do not care. They can toss a dead squirrel in from the grass outside, cover it with a little flag, and it won’t generate interest on my part. The US Capitol is the home of vast indifference toward the best interest of the American people, the source of nothing but animosity for almost all of us. So I consider it no honor to lie in state in that vacuous cavern.

I’ve seen what Barack Obama has written, mourning Graham’s passing and honoring him. So maybe there was something to the sum and summit of his character that I have overlooked. If I call myself a wise man, it surely means that I don’t know.

But I will not mourn this man. I will pray that God will forgive Billy Graham for exacerbating the suffering of LGBT people and their families, for using his pulpit to influence secular legislation to deny social justice and civil rights to his fellow citizens, and to hold back the rightful progress of human cultural evolution. Amen.

Schools Should Be Safe From Us

February 16, 2018

I’m thinking about my niece, being at her high school today in a land where school isn’t safe anymore. That boggles my mind and makes me sad. I never felt my life was in danger at school or at University. There were a few bullies in school but they were unarmed. The most dangerous thing at Chico State was beer. Not that I drank very much myself. I heard a guy fell in the creek once. I bet that would sober your ass up pretty quick.

Schools should be not just physically safe. They should be psychologically safe. No one should pose a danger to the kids in the first place, whether they can get a gun and get into the school or not. We should not be living with people who have any reason or inclination to go to a school, or anywhere, and kill people. That impulse is fundamentally sick.

What’s wrong with us? Why are some of us in so much pain and lashing out? I just don’t believe that anyone would do what the killer did in Florida if he felt he belonged to the community. I expect that we’ll learn he felt ostracized, and it will have something to do with group identities within the school. Racism has probably played a part in this, in him feeling he was cast out from a place where he felt others should have been excluded, not him.

The United States is psychologically different from other countries and our deranged, violent, gun-loving culture needs to change. We are breeding a fringe element of angry, marginalized psychopaths. Those other countries don’t have few or no mass murders just because they have gun control, though they do have it. They also have fewer seriously damaged, pissed-off people.

In America today, racism is both right and wrong. Immigration is a threat to our way of life and that’s bullshit. All Muslims are terrorists but of course that isn’t true at all. Whites are superior but of course that’s stupid. LGBTQ people are twisted, need conversion therapy and they’re perfect exactly as they are and entitled to all the rights and privileges, freedoms and happiness that an advancing, awakening society affords every member. We have a president and there’s nobody home in the White House. I don’t think the lights are even on anymore.

What is a basic moron — sorry, mentally scrambled individual — supposed to do in a society that’s no bifurcated, so broken, and then tells him he has to fit in or be kicked out?

As we demand sensible gun legislation – and we must! – we need to take a good, hard look at the social fragmentation of American culture. We need to get rid of people like Trump and Pence, whose stupidity divides us, and evolve toward becoming a society were arbitrary lines don’t exist.

It is time for a national mental health dialog, in which the patient is the nation itself. Then someday kids can go to school to learn, without fear of being murdered in their classrooms.